We had a bit of a cool, windy day yesterday in Bulawayo – quite a relief from the normal stinking hot October weather! It warmed up by lunchtime, but started cooling off quite rapidly from there . By the time I got home it was pretty chilly. As I sat down at my PC, I rummaged back in my mind over memories of this year’s winter.
Those thoughts were quite miserable really – a series of events and experiences best forgotten. I can only liken that winter to a night out in the cold with no blankets. At first you’re too cold to sleep, then too tired to stay awake, then you’re waking up every half hour, legs aching, arms aching, waiting, dozing, waking, waiting, until dawn mercifully slips over the horizon.
It wasn’t the worst of winters, but with things as they are in Zim at the moment, it seemed colder and more miserable than most I have lived through. I got sick for the first time in several years. A really bad cold was knocking people to their knees in Bullies this year, and
I just had to catch it, didn’t I! It took me nearly a month to shake it off. Yes – this winter showed me that I’m not a youngster any more – even if I still don’t act my age!
But that wasn’t the worst of it, nor was it the fact that I had had virtually no increase in salary for the best part of a year, while inflation crept behind me, ready to pounce at the first sign of any spare cash. It wasn’t because my kids put on brave smiles when we presented them with birthday presents that were so much smaller than most of their schoolmates got. Yes, that hurts … but nothing like the sheer cold-hearted inhumanity of our so-called leaders and their willing mercenaries who planned and perpetrated, and still continue, operation murambatsvina – an undeclared war on the poorest of our people. Can you believe it?
After months of international condemnation from most of the world, it still continues!
Now the rainy season is almost upon us – and if the signs are anything to go by, it will be quite a good season. That means torrential rains pouring from massive black clouds, thunderstoms with awesome earth-shaking thunder rolling from horizon to horizon, and lightning lashing out at anything brave enough to stand in the storm’s way. And here I sit in the relative luxury of my old house with it’s leaky old roof and think of those whose humble little shacks were bulldozed by mugabe’s thugs. Those whose homes, livelihoods, and families were trashed for nothing more than political muscle-flexing by a dictator well past his sell-by date! These people are still living out in the open, still being attacked and driven on by the so-called officers of the law!
Where will they find shelter from the rains? I think of the frustration and mental agony of all of those who care – those who are trying to provide for the needs of those displaced, those who are raising money and basic needs for these people – ducking and diving and dodging the “law”, risking assault and arrest – just to help those in need. This is what real people are made of!
“They” say that hardships bring out the best in people. I have to agree. Some months ago, we sat the kids down and explained to them the bleakness of our financial situation. The sat and listened, and took it all in without a single word of complaint.
Afterwards I retreated to my study, feeling thoroughly deflated. A couple of minutes later, my eldest son came through. He presented me with a handful of notes – all of the money he had received for his birthday. He wanted to help us, and it was okay, he didn’t want it back. I had wanted to cry during our talk, but now I couldn’t hold back the tears. Dear Lord – they are such wonderful kids, and I am so very proud of my son!
Zimbabwe, Human Rights, Poverty, Refugees, Children